HERsay

2008-12-04T22:49:00.000+08:00

I actually teared upon reading Basirah's tag.
I actually gave up and ready to let my feelings out to her.
I feel so neglected as her bestfriend.
I never thought that she would still care.
:'(
Seriously, u guys can call me whatever losers labels.
I don't care.
Because, she is one of the person that matters in my life.
I love you so much.
XOXO.

:'(

2008-12-04T11:45:00.002+08:00

urgh.
sore throat, flu, now deaf.
wtf. i want to get well soon pls.

I got a problem for quite sometime.
i just don't know whether to tell or not.

2008-12-03T14:33:00.001+08:00

sickkkkkkkk. :(

2008-12-01T10:57:00.000+08:00

:'(

2008-11-28T23:23:00.001+08:00

the pic so emo. -.-

1. The person who tagged you is ?
Quraisha/ Aishaa , the gorgeous. :D

2. Your relationship with him/her ?
internet lover. haha. Just friends.

3. Your 5 impression of him/her ?
From all the post i read from her blog, i think she is
sweet, outgoing, fun, adorable & hot !

4. The most memorable thing he/she has done for you ?
she tag my tagboard. lol.

5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you ?
-.-?

6. If he/she become your lover, you will ?
I will lick her pussy. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. WTF.

7. If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be?
i barely know her!

8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will ?
i will dig her eyes out and make it as my keychain.

9. If he/she dies, you will ?
die with her. HAHHA, DAMN EMO SIAAAAAAAA.

10. What is it you want to tell he/she now ?
GIVE ME UR SKINNY ARMS BABEH!

11. Your overall impression of he/she ?
interesting person!

12. How do you think people around you will feel ?
ya la, about what?

13.The characters you love of yourself are?
hmmmm... no idea...

14.ON the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are ?
lazy ass mother******

15.The most ideal person you want to be is?
MEGAN FOX ! WAHHHH, SHIOK.

16.For people that care and likes you,say something to them.-
u guys made me feel very blessed. :)

17.Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you.-

1. BASIRAH/BESTFRIEND/HTL
2. AIN
3. SHAKILLA
4. EZAN
5. ANNABELLE
6. MAISARAH
7. FARAH NURDIYANAH
8. MAYA
9. SHAHZAN
10. MANSUR( even though u are in the verge of closing ur blog.)

18.Who is no.6 having a relationship with?
Nasri Arieyanto

19.Is no.9 a male or a female?
male.

20.If no7. and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF. NO !

21.What is no.2 studying all about?
Not sure, admin?

22.When was the last time you chatted with no.3?
yesterday.

23.What kind of music band does no.8 likes?
techno. HAHAHAHAHAHA. idk.

24.Does no.1 have any siblings?
4 including her.

25.Will you woo no.3?
Nvr will.

26.How about 7?
Even she is the last person standing on earth, i will nvr.

27.Is no.4 single?
nope! happily attach with her danni!

28.What is the surname of no.5?
Yeo. (i check with amanda)

29.What is the hobby of no.10?
Play guitar, soccer, watch Miami ink online, listen music, cooking. actually i dun really know.

30.Does no.5 & 9 get along?
Its a miracle if they can get along even before they even met each other.

31.Where is no.2 studying at?
ITE Clementi higher nitec.

32.Talk about something for no.1?
RED WALLET IS REALLY HARD TO FIND SIAAAAAAAAAAAA. :(

33.Have you tried developing feelings with no.8 ?
nvr.

34.Where does no.9 live in?
Jurong east.

35.What colour does no.4 likes?
pink? haha, idk.

36.Are no.1 and 5 bestfriends?
they don't even know each other la.

37.Does no.1 have any pets?
crocodile! haha, actually that is fake, i thought it was real. She keep fishes.

38.Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
over my dead body. hahahhahaha. joking farah ye.

39.What is no.10 doing now?
playing psp with his youngest bro.

2008-11-27T14:36:00.000+08:00

Yesterday,
The lesson in school was fun, wait, has always been fun!
I just happen not to come to school on that lesson every week. :(

Many played pet's society and word challenge.
Joel(our facilitator) was influenced by all of us and he created his pet and played word challenge too.
He kept laughing alone. -.-
During presentation, the last group presented with 24 bloody slides.
!!!!
Joel, LOL the whole presentation so did the whole class.
finally, the last slide, everyone cheered and clap their hands in the air.

After school had movie with another facilitator at another block.
He treated us pizza.
Damn full can!

Some left after eating the pizza. -.-"
nk makan percuma aja.

I end up too tired for the next day of school and came @11.10? not blaming the movie, i played too much of facebook. ._.
zzzzZZZZZ

wah, this is the most wtv post of mine.

I cannot wait for tmr!
Towning with baby!!, after school. :(
So gian over towning.
Its been quite sometime i step in town.

& i am having the most annoying pimple on my cheek.
Its blocking my view when i am looking down. urghhh.

2008-11-26T23:38:00.000+08:00

I was late for UT.
Took cab from Woodlands MRT station.
WTF! idiot right. i should have not eat at home.

incomplete UT.
6 parts give away marks i didn't do.
I only realise 10 second after the UT ended.
HOW SUAY!
WTFWTF!

shall update more tmr.

Thanks people for giving me the link. (:

imysm

2008-11-25T12:14:00.001+08:00

Anyone, who knows a good link to watch heroes, prison break and gossip girls online other than sidereel, pls tag. Better still, if u guys have the full episode pls tag!
Thanks.

2008-11-25T11:27:00.000+08:00

I want Digi cam.
I need very lady apparels.
I need lady shoes.
I want nike high cut shoe.
I want a sling bag.
I need new compact powder.

I need to start on my practical.
I want to come to school everyday.
I want & need to quit my job.
I want money to drop from the sky.

2008-11-24T19:15:00.001+08:00

:(
I need hugs.

2008-11-24T00:59:00.000+08:00

Baby picked me up from home in the monrnig too head down to Sentosa just to spent time alone together.
I was surprised by the gift baby made for me .
Very surprised.
I thought he bought for me those.
However, he actually bought the materials and learn how to do it and
made it as a gift for me on our anniversary.

It is too nice that its hard for me to believe it.
I was like, " wahhh, u bought this?"
he replied, "No, i made it"
i was like, "SURE A NOT?!?! DUN BLUFF! "
He actually swore.
♥

Sadly, i am not being creative enough to make something for him. :(

The day started of rough. :(
very sad....
The whole day turn out perfect! :)

Digi cam spoil. :(
like zomgssss.
Even though its akira, its better than hp cam lor.
walauehhh.

So, we didn't took any pics together accept for the train ride home.

Thank you for the beautiful 16 months baby.
You're the reason i smile. ( & also grow fatter. haha, just joking)

I love you so much. :)
XOXO

2008-11-22T00:35:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 16HT MONTHSARY!
LOVE U TO THE BULU JEMBUT.
wth.
HAHAHA. :D

2008-11-21T16:46:00.002+08:00

Tagged by basirah!

1. I can spend my last few cent on food and don't care if i go broke.
2. I am a habitual late comer since i was in primary school.
3. I am nvr boncet-free, seriously, since i was born!
4.All my pics are editted, because i am super ugly.
5. I never fail to say "i am lazy uh..." each day.
6. I am very big, huge, large and all the adj insert here.
7. I have a very rough voice, some people talk to me was shocked to hear my voice is like a man. -.-
8. I ever liked mansur when i was in Sec 2, just before i got together with ..........
9. I have sinus everyday without fail.
10. I prefer enjoying the sound of the surronding compared to listening to music.

10 people!

so many arrrrrrr!!!
anyone !

2008-11-20T11:57:00.000+08:00

I shall share mansur's baby's pic together with kamsani.
ARGHHH!!
so cute that i want to bite their head off.
**mosaic person not important.

He don't even know whether this is him or kamsani. -.-"

This is my fav pic of them.
Brother loveeeeee

this too! awwwwwwwwwwwww.

My Fav pic of him!
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!
Sorry mansur's mom,i crop ur face.
:(
Keep ur face confidential.

2008-11-18T16:16:00.001+08:00

Seriously, i am damn lazy to work today.
:(

2008-11-18T01:18:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was the probabilty of 1/365 time i coincidentally bump into Basirah with her love at imm(out of all places).
I was too shocked and stunned to see her that i simply gone speechless instead of hugging her and talk like some mak cik gi pasar.
We seriously need to meet up and just catch up.

We set a date on 6 dec, because i want to celebrate her 24 days advance birthday and her love will be out of town . Also,i know she will be like some celebrity on the dates near her legal age day. NYP-ians,FB-ians, SKL, family and love.If not all that people, must be her projects that she is busy with.
She is busier than a business man.

Still, there is a 90% chance she would cancel it.

Baby is such a nice person to be on stand by on the days i told him that i would go out with Basirah.

So, Miss Nur Basirah Binte Johan, we haven't hang out for almost 6th months now,i miss you like sendeh. haha.

meet up soon eh cik biba.

:)

2008-11-16T21:22:00.001+08:00

Andy warhol's art work are so awesome. <3

2008-11-16T19:55:00.003+08:00

oh my, i really don't know why i should be bothered.

i was super pissed and mood-less yesterday.
all because i feel super ugly.
uglier than i have always been.

I promise to make it up to you next week baby.
♥

2008-11-14T18:31:00.002+08:00

People who have facebook, add us up yeah!
Shared account.
My idea of creating facebook.
Because, my classmate keep talking about pets society and tempt me to create my own.

Missy_in@hotmail.com
(pls do not insult my email. HAHA. TQ)

2008-11-13T13:06:00.001+08:00

HELLO!!
I think i look young in my pic above.
With a slight of crazy eye like that.
HAHA.
:DDDDDDDD

Maths UT was like ?!!?!
I stare the screen thinking of what number is very nice to fill in the blanks.
urghhh.

Anyway,Killa(ayano) tagged me .

10 most fav. food.
seafood tom yum soup.
school's breaded chicken.
Pastamania's spicy chicken.
pizza hut's meatball with something creamy sauce.
mom's lemak ayam chilli padi.
mom's mee goreng.
Asam fish head.
chilli crab.
Mee sedap fishball noodle.
baby's lasagnia. :D
omg, i can go on. :D

10 things i love doing.
eat.
Sleep.
camwhore.
edit photos.
hang out with baby.
eat.
shading.
eat.
spot hot girls. HAHA.
and eat. :D

5 things i love to do when i am emo
Sleep.
stone.
cry.
sleep.
stone.

5 things of a guy i adore
sexy eyes.
muscular.
sexy voice.
cute.
sexy eyes.
wenworth miller...<3

5 things i love doing when i am happy.
talk alot.
eat.
eat.
eat.
eat.

HAHAHA.

5 top most addictive playlist
....... ?
no idea.

5 person i wish to tag.
Anyone.
Someone.
Everyone.
but this 2 must do.
mansur and busssss ssssshhhhhhhhiiiiii rrrrrrrraaaaaaaaahhhhhhh!

I need to cut+wash+blow my eyebrow!

<3

2008-11-10T13:06:00.002+08:00

Dear god,
Please grant me a pair of skinny legs.
(of course flat tummy too. but i want to keep my boobs though.)

I will look fine with shorts,short dress,skinnys and bla bla bla.
awesomeeeeeee.
<3

I love her style.

Me and mansur.
wahhahahahhahahaha.
feeling cool kan.

2008-11-10T01:14:00.001+08:00

I spent my weekends.....
doing nothing.
Work, and sleepover at grandparent place.
yes, its boring, not very, but still boring.
Its ok, i know they are lonely. I will be like that one day anyway.

I had to work last sat and i turn up with make up on since i am following mansur to do his shopping.
everyone comment on how i look .
Seriously.
Mcm jakon gitu tk penah nmpk awin dgn make up.
Selalu terlalu bacin dan selekeh.
So, for the whole 5 hours working there, i feel extremely weird.
urghh. wtv.

I can't wait for my breakfast date with baby next week.
And picnic on 22nd Nov. :)
Its been quite sometime we had a long day out.
I miss you.

besides that, i miss bestfriend alot.
Basirah, no joke, alot.
:(

2008-11-07T14:56:00.001+08:00

My blog is soooooooooooooooooooooo
blackkkkkk and whittteeeeeeeee.

k,bye.

2008-11-05T23:32:00.001+08:00

baby made this on some online game thingy.
very cute la!
walao!

ILYSM!!! :D

2008-11-03T21:59:00.002+08:00

I am having abdominal pain again.
urghhh.

2008-11-02T19:30:00.002+08:00

boooooooo.
School starts tmr.
boooooooooooooo.
Waiting patiently for the next 5 weeks and off to 3 weeks holiday babeh!
hahaha. school haven't even start, holiday is what i alrdy think of.

2008-11-01T00:54:00.000+08:00

I want to have a long peaceful quality time with you.
I miss you baby. :(

2008-10-31T13:47:00.002+08:00

I tried this out.
Kinda fun.
Awin+ Mansur = looks like bapok huh?/retard
lol.
i'll try to do more later!
wahahaha.

Watching HSM3 with baby and that small pain in the ass kid, wiwi.
Even though she is irritating,i am trying to show some love to her by bringing her to the movie.

bye ya'll.

2008-10-31T00:38:00.001+08:00

I know, it is a very disgusting thing to share.
I haven't been shitting for a week now.
seriously, i am full of crap.

2008-10-30T02:05:00.001+08:00

i am too lazy to update blog this few days.
I spent my time watching heroes, prison break & gossip girls(this show i so tertinggal. lol)

And this whole week i am busy working since i am supporting my own allowance.
People who complain that they only get $5 bucks a day please be grateful, i don't even get a single cent.
However, i am grateful that i got a job with a pathetic pay of $4.50/hr to support myself.

On top of that, i will be sleeping over my grandparent's place this Saturday since grandpa will be going back to London anytime soon.

I am trying to spare a little time to spend it with baby(even though we meet each other at work)
He is the best companion to chill ; crap, bitching(ya rite, we got no one to bitch about)
sharing, in our own world, being a loser, lame, and etc.
He's the stress reliever
however, at times, he is the stress but, I'm usually the stress one, making him stress and he will get stressed up and i will stress because he is stressing. okay, now i stress because i am typing nonsense stress stuff.
okay, wtv awin.

I should be in bed like 3 hours ago so that i would wake up fresh in the morning to go to work.
and, tomorrow is my first time working from 12-10pm.
wish me luck. and Lunch at swensen is so @$@%#@.
stupid.

urghh, i just wish that the hair is more valuable than money.
I mean, using hair to pay stuff.
Wait, then, that would be easy to spot who is the rich ones.
u would spot the hot sexy bikini models would be throwing themselves to the hairy ones.
ewww. super disgusting.
The first person on my mind is Hafiz (bulu) 4n2 '07.lol.
ok, i talk crap now.

i seriously need a rest.
goodnight.
Sorry for wasting ur time to read this very crappy post of mine.

i am still considering of going private for my blog.
Just because of 1 reason.
So leceh kan. haiyooo.

2008-10-26T15:00:00.001+08:00

Hello,hello.
Raya with primary school mates last week was freaking awesome.
i couldn't recognise some of them after 5 years of not meeting them.
Some still look the same.
They planning for the next outing in dec.
Looking forward to another gathering.
Was really pleasant time hanging out them, flashing all those so kental zaman.
Something damn random: i was the Asst. Head Prefect when i was pri 6 and my never ending habitual late comer.

Here's the pic all jumbled up.

Today's raya outing was cancelled . Finally, no more raya . Basi liao.

jambu melissa!

she's really cute okay. :)

maisarahhhhhhhhhhhh. pretty rite! of course la! pang seh us half way to meet her baby.
wahaha. :D

Yes, i'm the tallest. i really feel like a giant. >.<

Next up.

A7X gig with baby was awesome.
The performance was awesome, the crowd was awesome.
However, its only a pathethic 1 hour show.
#$@%@#$.
We waited like crazy.
Everyone wanted more.

I would like to thank shafiq for making it happen.
Thanks baby for making the my day splendid.
:)

The pics turn out like shit. Oh well, this is the result i get when i use my hp cam.

Flea on sat was alright.
For a beginner, my sis did just ok.
I couldn't find the things i was looking for.
But its alright. At least, i had a great time with baby.
:)
Our theme was headbands and shades.

Yep, that's it.
Hope ya'll enjoyed it. :D

& I'm finally having my 1 week break.
Hopefully i get to work more.
well, money makes the world go round.

missing baby... :(

2008-10-25T13:34:00.002+08:00

Hey,
First of all thanks to Nur Basirah Binte Johan for creating my blog header. :)

I'll be back with a proper update including pictures.

Stay tune.
:)

On top of that, today flea market at Singapore conference hall from 2-6pm.
If u guys are still at home, cab down and fleaaaaaaaaaaaa! :D

2008-10-23T21:55:00.001+08:00

highlighted my hair.
mom's treat. i dun like it. Because the colour i requested didn't came out.
urghhh. i'm going to dye my hair dark dark dark dark dark brown.

bye

2008-10-23T13:37:00.001+08:00

Heroes Season 3 is driving me nuts!

2008-10-23T00:55:00.001+08:00

A very random post.
I am posting pictures of those who i think they have really physically changed over the years.
They've become sizzling hot now!
Pls do not critic their faces. Appreciate it so much.
U can only critic my minah face.
I dun care whether u put ur name or as anonymous and criticise my face like u never criticise before.
Because, i personally think i really look like a piece of shit and don't know why no one actually kill me for having that look back then.
wahaha.
Enjoy ok! :D

***sorry to those people became the victim of my post.
I grab ur pics all from friendster.

EKLIMA

ALBANIA

MAYA

SHERMIN

BASIRAH

NICHOLAS!!!! HE CHANGED SO MUCH LESS THAN A YEAR!

They guys look almost the same. No much difference can be seen.

AND FINALLY, AWIN!
Starting from the top left, i'm at the age of 15,15,14,14,15 &16.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
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Seriously, u can use my pic above to wipe ur ass or something.
I seriously can't stand my awful, terrible, nasty, atrocious, ghastly, hideous, horrific, repulsive, dreadful, upsetting, shocking, unspeakable, horrendous, appalling face & zomgsssssssssss!!!!!!
(adapted from encarta dictionary)

I'm not saying that my face very pretty or what la now.
I think that it is at least not that hurting to the eyes eventhough there's eyebags,pimple, and bla bla bla..lol.

anyway, my bro turn 22 this year.
Happy 22nd birthday abg!
Wishing you all the best in everything u do.
I never said this before but i'm alrdy proud of u with ur achievements u've made so far and believe that u would reach ur goals and make our family more proud.(if there is such thing as more proud)
walaueh, i so emo for what. lol.
i suck at wishing my own siblings man.
boooooooooooo D:

Goodnyte all.
& mudpie from swensens was awesome and satisfying.

2008-10-22T00:52:00.000+08:00

Our 15 monthsary is today! WEEEEEE~
Every month, i would almost say the same thing.
Anyway, this month, we fought alot, alot.
I'm sorry if i were being such a bitch.
No matter what, my love for you has never decrease.
My trust for u has always been 100%.
Even though u disappoint me at times, I still love and trust you .

All i want now is to have a peaceful picnic by the beach
and just lay around with you the whole day.

I love you every single moment and forever i want it to be.

XOXO

English paper was easier than last year.
But, i have no confidence that would pass this time round.
lol. Because i rush through my papers and i didn't practice my writing skills.
I'm sooooooo slow and stupidddddd.
I just find 1hr 45 mins too short.
walauuuu.

Having UT later.
Need sleeppp.
Having nice ice cream treat from baby today.
Can't wait..... :D

2008-10-20T23:18:00.002+08:00

To my beloved Norazuin.
I would like to wish you all the best for tomorrow's English paper.
Wait, i think you need alot of luck due to all the fun u have the whole 10 months.

Lots of love,
Awin-Mawet

2008-10-20T15:13:00.002+08:00

Hello, meet up with the ex merlimau mates was AWESSSSSOOOMMMEE YAAW.
Except that issue.
In total gone to 7 houses. None have moved house except for 1.
wooooooooooo.

Naufal house was the best.
He have the most simple and coolest house compared to the rest.
But he live in the 16 floor.
So when i look out the window, i really freaked out.
I am afraid of heights. :/

I am not going to post much pics because my "damn good" camera gave a "damn good" result.
-____________-""

going to post more when get the pics from Melissa and Raihan.

Almost all the house we went we talk about primary school days.
Some still have those primary school pics.
Damn hilarious talking about those times.
Very classic moment.

From left to right:
Raihan,Awin,Maisarah,Mainisah,Hermelissa
We are all from grey house. lol.

From left to bottom:
Sufyan,Naufal,Awin,Alyasa & Uzair

Thanks sufyan for organising this.
Hope the next meet up will be successful again.

:)

Baby was mad at me for some reason.
I'm sorry baby:(
I love you still baby.

Can't wait to celebrate our next monthsary and A7X gig with u.
My love for u have not fade baby. trust me.
ILYSM.

Correction on the Flea. It will not be at home club.
It'll be at some singapore conference hall think.
check out the map!

2008-10-20T00:23:00.002+08:00

I WOULD LIKE TO THANK NUR SHAFIQAH SAHAR FOR CORRECTING THE DATE!
OR ELSE I WOULD BE IN BOON LAY SEC ON THURS!

MY ENGLISH O LEVEL IS REALLY ON TUES! OMGSS.

ALL THE BEST TO MYSELF!

I LOVE YOU SHAFIQAH!

2008-10-19T02:08:00.000+08:00

Another raya outing with my merlimau primary school mates tmr.
So, just stay tune for my another raya update.
like,again.

Next week, last week of schooling.
Next week rather busy week for me.

After school schedule would be like
mon &tues:work (pending)
weds:15monthsary! :D
thurs:english o level. -.-
Fri:A7X gig with babyyyyyyyy. :D
Sat:Flea @homeclub
Sun:Rp-ians raya outing.

then, a pathethic one week of holiday...

Anyway, sat,25/10, come down to home club for flea ok?!?!
I got no booth, but my sis did. so just helping her.

thanks guysss. :D

missing you like crazy, we didn't get to spend quality time together this week.
:(
i am look forward for our monthsary and the gig with u baby.
I love you baby.
XOXOXO

2008-10-17T22:38:00.001+08:00

Ystd i presented and i cried.
STUPID SIIAAAAA.
I don't want to, it just came out.
I donno why i cry.
It happened like ages ago. haiya.
embarassing la. walau.
wtffffffffffffffffffffffff.
AWIN ****ING LAME CAN?!?!?
SO EMO FOR WHATTTTTTTT!!!!
-____________________-

i think i made aaron feel bad.
but actually he did nothing that made me cry.
its auto.

-____________________________________-"""""

2008-10-16T00:33:00.000+08:00

I love you since the day we got together till today and forever it will be.

2008-10-15T14:34:00.002+08:00

WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF.
JAE 2009 i can qualify for the STA courses.
So unfair.
I'm soooooooooooo going to write in.
!@#$%^&*

2008-10-14T16:08:00.002+08:00

Yesterday, my bag drop from a coffee shop chair.
I never thought it could make my lappy turn out like this.
I cannot close my lappy properly.
Walauuu.
:((((((

Need money to repair that.

Zomgssssssssssssssssss.

Finally last group to present.
I am very sleepy now.
I didn't do anything much today.
-.-

Edit a pic of me and sis the other day we camwhored.
fooolll u noooeee. -.-

haha.foool. WASAF.
BYE.

I got a prank call.
wtfffffffff.
sounds like a guy, like with scary whispery voice.
Walau, i didn't thought prank calls still exist.
-_________________-"

2008-10-14T01:00:00.002+08:00

Just wanna make a confession.
I feel so embarassed when people give me green packets.
And, i feel weird going to friends house which i don't really know.
It just feels weird.

Now, i'm 18, i know, just reach a legal age.
But, i just feel like i am an independant woman.(which is actually only 20% of my life)
I have to support myself now.
I have to try to help mom.
but mostly, just help myself to survive in school and all my allowance and my irritating bill.
I still got my bike license to complete. i am very disorganise person.
I don't plan much. i didn't plan my cash for bike. Now i am stuck.
I need at least $800 for it.

I really wanna go for A7X thing. If wasn't for the state i am in now i wouldn't have second thoughts in buying the ticket.
Really wanna enjoy with baby. :(

I've been feeling quite down a few times within the month of sep and oct.
Baby cheered me up every now and then.

This week is the second last week to my 1 week of holidays.
fast huh?
Then school reopens , another 5.5 weeks of schooling and another 3 weeks of holidays and another 3 weeks of schooling and off to long holidays till the next intake. :)

Yerp, time flies pretty fast.

Next week gonna sit my english paper.
I guess u guys should know why i got a pathethic heartache D7 for my english.
U guys can read my english here.
So alamarkmemalukangitu.
And, i haven't done anything for it.
Just hope that heaven is on my side.

The Next thing i know, i am celebrating my 19th birthday.
omgd, so old.

And i am counting the years to settle down.

count with me baby.
May our love last forever.
iloveyou.

On top of that, going raya with my primary school mates.
I haven't seen them in 5 years.
omgd.
First raya outing after so long.

MARZAF(editted)

2008-10-13T00:43:00.001+08:00

Hello, another update of my raya day.
A recap from last fri.
Went to fida/wani house for the birthday and raya celebration.

Sat was outing with the sis,fida,me and the bfsss.

before that,basirah with her lalalove came by.
basirah totally cried when we ask for forgiveness.
i wanted to, but i hold back my tears la kan.
u noe, big girls dun cry. like literally BIG girl. ehehhe.

so,didn't go much house. about 4 houses.
was awesomesssssssssssssssssss.
but before that went to zahira house, my E35M classmate for raya open house.
The food is awessssooooooommmmeeeeeeeeeennnnnnnnneeeeeesssssssssssss..
She's indian muslim btw. The cooking is really power gedegak. :D

Took alot of pic on that day. all jumble up.
Not in order. Enjoy okay. :)
LAst fri.

B'day boyyyyy.

on Sat

featuring abg at the back. fooooooooollll.

Yes, i am v happy that my bestfriend found someone that can bring her happiness.
Like finally. my 4 yrs relationship with bestfriend,her relationship nvr lasted long. -.-"
I have this feeling that this one will last v v long, in fact, forever. :)
i v happy for u bitch. ^^

stupid eyes

the girl nvr fail to make me look extremly huge.

blur face.

pak man!

pls, slap my face. hahaha.
irritating ar this face.

baby is such a fool here. hehe.

aree's place

my aunt's place.

SEE MANSUR FACE. DAMN HAPPY LIKE THAT. HAHA.

spot that nose enlargement. lol.

my place.

i know, i always look old.
i think even the blind man also can tell.
wahaha.

smile with teeth, smile without teeth and nvr smile. -.-

feeling laaaaaaaa.

lovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelove.

i hope u had a great time our first raya outing. :)

2008-10-12T02:51:00.002+08:00

it turn out fine.
I don't know why the pics taken like taik.
i don't think can beat syafiq yap pic with his gf.
hmph.
its ok.
what's important that Baby and i had fun. :)
will update real soon!

2008-10-10T20:21:00.000+08:00

Hello, i know, my pics all with raya clothes.
wahaha. raya-ing mah.
Oh, i look so ugly in red kebaya.
i may look fair in the pic above, but actually i cannot even see my face in real life.
lol.

Will be heading to fidaree/ wanita aka qeelia house today.
raya & b'day celebration.
their little bro b'day.
I feel so ugly. trying my best not to look ugly.

Anyway, i can't wait to go out with baby tmr!
WEEE~
Will be my first time seeing baby in Malay traditional costume.
I know, pathetic kan, dah 1 + yr pon i never seen him wearing that.
Oh yah, i nvr get the chance to see his baby pics.
:(
Going out with sis and fida. we couple2 gg out.
So semgt.
Well,stay tune for pics okay!:D

Bestfriend visiting me tmr with her lalalove. :D
die2 must take pic with her!
:D

2008-10-09T12:40:00.002+08:00

I'm so sad.
I'm v sad.
I'm really really sad.
Because this bitch never come school to accompany me lunch!!
:(

i want chicken cutlet.
arrrrrrrrrrr.
hungry....
no one wants to go lunch with me.
damn sad. :(

I shall be emo and go lunch myself. :(

2008-10-07T16:31:00.002+08:00

Bad day.
Incomplete UT.
wasted 15 marks.
Having freaking idiot bodo woman moment.
backache.
and work!
ARGHHH!

but, i reach school early! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

raya

2008-10-04T18:24:00.002+08:00

so, obviously, i am going to update about first day of raya.
Bad hairday, and my stupid baju is big-.-
no time for alteration.
Whatever eh.
I feel so fugly and blablabla.
not much pics taken.

my mom's dad and step mom.
My mom side. little huh.

didn't get to take at my grandma place. everyone like so rushing.
-.-

Dad's parent no more. :(

i know, i like so dark and don't look like mom.
anak pungut. hahaha.

fooooooollllllllll.

bye foooooooooooooooolllll.
hahaha.
-.-

2008-10-04T03:21:00.000+08:00

camwhore time.

Our chinese pose wannabe.

hahaha. stupid tounge.

i miss you alot baby. :(
:(((((((((((((((((

2008-10-01T02:03:00.002+08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN!

zam zam

2008-09-28T16:55:00.000+08:00

Last Saturday.
We started off cold...
We fought the moment we met...
We wasted an hour and a half in jurong.
However, the day turn out good!

We break fast at bugis.
We reached around 645.
I treat him chewy junior,bubble tea & old chang kee.
We had that for our break fast.
Didn't thought we could be 1/4 full after easting those.

We headed to Zam Zam and we each had chicken murtabak.
yummy.
Sadly, we cannot finish 1/4 of the food. :(

Window shop at Haji lane.
I am in love with the ring at victoria jomo which cost like ARGHHHH for a ring.
zomgzzzzzzzzzz.

Anyway,
The whole stretch of haji lane were full of people sheesha-ing.
I don't know why, its kinda funny to look at "minah tudung" sheesha-ing too.
sheesha is like the thangggggggg now.
but i never tried before. nyahahha. so kental.
baby and i wanted to try but we find it not worth it coz we don't fancy it.
We just want to try like a puff. so yah. not worth it.

While outside the mats,minahs, abgs, kakaks, cinas, & mat sallehs
Smoking for like i don't know how long.
Me and baby had dessert at pluck!
More satisfying. :D
We just shared double scoop of ice cream since he don't want much.
We chatted and not forgetting, camwhoreeeeeeee.
:DDDDDDDD

Head home and we walk pass the seafood shop near my place and we started to feel like eating tom yum/yam(idk the spelling)
Yes, we had it before he sent me home!

Wonderful day ,everytime.
:D
And ended up sleeping at 4.30 am.

zomgs,raya coming.
i really don't feel like raya-ing.
Family is like upside down.
still, ILY.

Being the youngest in the family just sucks.
youngest means= very stupid = useless= hopeless = a mistake

i am big in the outside, but very small brains and heart.

I can't turn to basirah now.
We gapping further.
Still hopping to hang out with her one day.
ILY.

The only person to turn to, Mansur.
He seems to get the stupid, useless, hopeless me.
ILY.

I am so emo. :((((

2008-09-28T15:49:00.001+08:00

work arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
lazy arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
sinus arrrrrrrrrrrrr.
can die arrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
bye arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

wait, have i told u how much i dislike people call me "Nora" at work?
The reason i "name" myself as Nora because the person interview me seems to find my name so hard to pronounce. So, for a chinese apek like that, i told him to call me nora.
Didn't expect everyone to call me that. -.-
except one of my ex primary school mate.
She finds calling me nora weird.
sound so org dulu2.

wtffffffffffffffff.
noranoranoranoranoranoranoranoranoranoranoranoranoranoranoranora
noranoranoranoranoranoranoranoranoranoranoranoranoranoranoranoranora
noranoranoranoranoranoranoranoranoranoranoranoranoranoranoranoranoranora
noranoranoranoranoranoranoranoranoranoranoranoranoranoranoranoranoranora
noranoranoranoranoranoranoranoranoranoranoranoranoranora
noranoranoranoranoranoranoranoranoranoranoranoranoranoranoranoranoranora

2008-09-28T04:18:00.001+08:00

i still haven't finalise the pic above.
hmmmmmmmmmmm.

2008-09-23T15:20:00.000+08:00

Yesterday marks our 14th monthsary together.
We spent time playing games and you-tubing.
Though we didn't did anything special, the time we spent together all this while have been so special to me.
Even people say we are not compatible and i look older than him and etc,
It doesn't affect us and as our love gets stronger each day.
We made this far, and we both are still going on strong.

I told him that i forgot how his face looks like because he always have his hair style up.
So i told him to comb his hair to the back.

i think he looks older lehhhhhhhhh............
i like! :D

Baby, I am glad that u have accepted me as what i am rather than what i was.
And love me like no one have ever did.
I'm sorry if i always portray an impression that may seems like i don't appreciate
the sacrifices u made for me.
Thank you for sacrificing your time for me.
Thank you for the things u bought for me.
Thank you for treating me food when i am extremely hungry.
Thank you for carrying my bag whenever i meet u after school.
Thank you for listening to my problems.
Thank you for making me happy.
Thank you for loving me.
Thank you for everything.

You have made my life a whole lot of fun and i never want it to ever end.
I love you so much, yes i do. :)

XOXO

2008-09-23T14:04:00.001+08:00

I nvr switch on my lappy weekends now.
super lazyyyyyyyyyyy.
So probably i will only update during weekdays.

Anyway, last sat spend my day with baby!
Our theme was black and red.
Initial plan was to go to flea market however, the weather is scaring us. :S
So, we decided to window shop and cotton on having a sale.
I line up so long to buy 1 pathetic long sleeve which cost $5. SO KIASU. :D

Since we fast, we decided to just sit outside wisma and cam whore.
We headed down to beach road for break fast.
I ended my craving for mee kuah and mutton soup.*thumbs up*
I still want kallang's mutton soup. still the best.

We were feeling so warm and decided to have our dessert at somewhere near my house.
i had 2 ok! >< famous amous double choc cookies we bought earlier on.

oh yeah, i lost weight( everyone does when comes to fast)
that makes me really happy.
However! baby also lost weight. :(

So after that day, i think the food made up the weight i lost. -.-

Here come pics.

bored

2008-09-18T15:40:00.003+08:00

I've been living with this bitch for 6 yrs now.
I think would be additional 6 yrs
since she is going to be schooling at Shuqun primary next yr.
She would cry whenever i kiss her.
Listening to her crying is like a melody to my ears.
hahaha. Because she really own a big ego.
She would hold back her tears putting up a strong fight.
so, making her cry sooooooo shiokk. haha.
Whatever it is, i still love her.( i can't believe i actually said that.)

Anyway, i started work ystd.
Its was alright.
My primary school classmate also working there too.
And i can't remember one of them.
-.-' pathethic nye.

I'm craving for zam-zam's chicken murtabak& mutton chop,
School's chicken cultet with spagetti,
Pizza hut's beef lasagne & baked beef meatball,
Spaggettitoo's sirloin steak with spaggetti,
Kallang bahru's mutton soup.
Beach road's mee kuah.

zommmmmgssssssss.
Org puasa kata kan.

2008-09-16T12:06:00.000+08:00

Hey ho.
2 weeks down,
6 more to go.

2nd week of lessons ,
i attended school late everyday.
-_________________-
hello (-0.5) in my grade list.

2008-09-15T13:21:00.001+08:00

*my bacin face

HELLOOO!
In school now.
I "quit" coffee bean before i even start! haha.
This mansur la..
I think he feel very insecure.
ok la , save alot of my money & more time with baby! :D
I got the job at swensens . The interview like anyhow.

Went malaysia with family excluding sis.
Bro got an awesome New balance red shoe. OMG LA!
I LIKE CAN?!?!
I want the nike high cut in red, black and white manxxxx.
i want the black stussy shoe too!
urghhh.
bro was like, " awin, u got alot of shoe alrdy. "
i replied, " sure not? u more la!"
really, he got alot of shoe. i so stress coz i can't wear any of them.
if can ar, haha, i will wear when he off to camp. huhu.

Collected my Hari Raya clothes.
my sis corset turns out hot!zomgzzzzzzzz.
i'm soooooo going to make it next year. If there is next year.
2 weeks to raya!
fast uh.
I got to agree with one of sholihin post,
the next thing we know, the world comes to an end.

Anyway, i suddenly feel like hanging out with my 18 yrs of forever the bitch.
MY SISTER LA.
haha. maybe one day ask her out.
She still owe me my present.
super belated. i know.

Baby and i craving for Mc spicy today.
We are so going to break fast at mac!
Mc spicy.... here we come! :D

As i'm typing this, my left arms is hurting me.
ARGHHHHHHHH!

k, bye.

2008-09-15T12:57:00.000+08:00

SURVEY..
1 Where would you go if someone sponsors you an air ticket ?
London
.
.2 What's your favourite thing to do ?
-eat
.
3 Do you think money can buy happiness ?
-At times. Now everything needs money.
.
4 If you were given a chance to receive something, what would it be ?
-hmmm. sidekick phone. hehe.
.
5 Things you can't live without :
-food & love.
.
6 What are you afraid to lose ?
-people who i love.
.
7 If you win $1 million dollars, what would you do ?
-5% charity, 10% parents, 1% to each bro and sis, 20% investments, 30% savings, 4% shopping with baby,kakak and basirah! the rest, get married with bby!! hahahahahah.
.
8 What do you dream of doing in the future ?
-hmmm. own a business.
.
9 List down 3 good points about the person who gave you this survey:
-good points eh. i really dunno. i forgot how is he like. lol.
.
10 What makes you happy ?
-food & mansur's smile. :D
.
11 What type of person do you hate the most?
-hmmmmm. i don't know.
.
12 If you have a super power what would it be?
-hmmmm, i know. jumper. ahaha. so i can reach to school easily!
.
13 Would you go for happiness or money ?
-i think this is like the chicken and egg qn. haha. i can't decide.
.
14 Who do you think is the most important people in your life ?
-family, mansur, basirah.
.
15 If you have a Girlfriend, would you die for her ?
-errr. i'm not a lesbian idiot.
.
16 What is the one thing you want to do badly right now ?
-I WANT TO GO OUT WITH BASIRAH LAH CHEEBYE. haha. so hard to meet her.
.
17 Who are you close to ?
-mansur! <3
.
18 Are you courageous enough to tell the person that you like her ?
-maybe.
.
19 If you could do one thing all over again what would it be ?
-hmmm. i don't know.
.
20 things that scare you:
- insects, death, end of world.
.
22 7 things that you like/love the most:
-my times with mansur, thick eyeliners, watches, sneakers,sneakers,sneakers & sneakers. wait, and FOOOOOOOODDDD!
.
23 7 important things in my room:
-i no room. how? haha.

just mansur, do it ok?
thanks, i love you!!!

2008-09-12T22:55:00.000+08:00

Hello!
i've been very lazy to use lappy at home.
I just do RJ ,quiz and evaluation and off to bed.
Its very rare to see me on bed at 11pm.
I am going to practice that habit from now on.
So i won't be updating my blog as much as before. ( i think)
Today, exception.
Because!! its FRIDAY and its the end of weekday!
HELLO WEEKEND! ok, weekend,holidays & those days which are not schooling
are like orgasm. HAHAHA.

Anyway, i got a job at coffee bean today.
Its the least hourly pay i got so far comparing to all the experiences.
And, so many demands. idiot.
-__________________________-"
i damn lazy to work can?!?!
But, i need money.
If only the money can be substitute with fats, i would be the richest girl in the Blk 559.
Goodbye to my laid back life now. :(

I MISS BASIRAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH LIKE #@$@%#@!#$!!!!
k, so random. like just now she call me like suddenly. coz she scared of the dark while walking towards the mrt station.
so cute. haha.

i am very sleepy.

one !@#@ question the manager asked, " Do u smile when u are working?"
My face was like dead through out the interviewing. got that stress face.

bby! movie marathon tmr!!!! :DDDD
so exciting! :D
imissyoulike!@#@$#%%%#!@!@#@!#!!!!!
i love u more and more each day baby. :)

2008-09-09T12:43:00.002+08:00

&& 1 week of lesson down.

7 week of lesson to go.

to!!!

1 week holidays!
(still holiday what)
:D

school.

2008-09-09T12:00:00.000+08:00

My life have been about school for more than a decade now.
(everyone life should be the same)

This is me.
My attitude haven't change since i started schooling.
The first thing i wake up from bed in the morning,
i would always think of, " when i got back home, i want to sleep again"
When i'm in school, the next thing on my mind," okay, another hour to break"
After all the breaks, i would think of, " few hours to go home".
Yeah, its been going on for more than a decade now.
Boring huh?

i know, i know.

damn, i can't wait for the last lap of my schooling life.

but, i've yet plan my life after that.
:s

"you ain't getting younger bitch!"-the voice in my head.

2008-09-08T22:23:00.001+08:00

I'm bored. and i took a few quiz.
haha.
one of the quiz i nvr post.
basirah should know. she took it too!
she 10% and i'm 55%.
u know, i know.
hahahahahhaha.

You Are 60% Weird

You're so weird, you think you're *totally* normal. Right?

But you wig out even the biggest of circus freaks!

How Weird Are You?

Your Ideal Relationship is Marriage

You've dated enough to know what you want.

And that's marriage - with the right person.

You're serious about settling down some time soon.

Even if you haven't met the person you want to get hitched to!

What's Your Ideal Relationship?

Your Birthdate: May 28

You have a Type A personality so big it makes other Type A's shrink away in shame.

You never shy away from adversity - and you love to tackle impossible problems.

Failure is not an option for you, and more than a few people are put off by your ego.

You tend to be controlling, and you hate leaving anything up to chance.

Your strength: Your bold approach to life

Your weakness: You don't accept help

Your power color: Bronze

Your power symbol: Pyramid

Your power month: October

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

You Are an Emo Rocker!

Expressive and deep, lyrics are really your thing.

That doesn't mean you don't rock out...

You just rock out with meaning.

For you, rock is more about connecting than grandstanding.

What Kind of Rocker Are You?

You Act Like You Are 21 Years Old

You are a twenty-something at heart. You feel like an adult, and you're optimistic about life.

You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

You're still figuring out your place in the world and how you want your life to shape up.

The world is full of possibilities, and you can't wait to explore many of them.

What Age Do You Act?

How You Are In Love

You fall in love quickly and easily. And very often.

You tend to take more than give in relationships.

You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time.

You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.

You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

How Are You In Love?

You Passed 8th Grade Math

Congratulations, you got 7/10 correct!

Could You Pass 8th Grade Math?

Your Love Style is Agape

You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner.

Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare.

You are willing to sacrifice your world for your sweetie.

Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you.

For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love.

What's Your Love Style?

Your Kissing Technique Is: Perfect

Your kissing technique is amazing - and you know it.

You have the confidence to make the first move.

And you always seem to know what kissing style is going to work best.

Sometimes you're passionate, sometimes you're a tease. And you're always amazing!

Are You a Good Kisser?

Your Kisses Are Medium-Hot

Your kisses are definitely sexy, but you're not about to make anyone gasp for air.

You take it slow and steady... and you ramp things up when you get the right signals.

Your kissing style is adaptable and adept. And people who kiss you love it!

How Hot Are Your Kisses?

i'm late for my heroooooooooesssssss!!

pics

2008-09-07T21:50:00.000+08:00

Here are the ystd pics.
our theme was all black. ( white prints too)
we camwhore like siaooooooooooooooooooooo.

i'm showing off my cheapskate watch i bought for myself and baby too.
which will say the time when we press the button.
awesomeeeeeeeeeee.
my sis the one who told me about it.
only have black. :((((((((((((((
i want red laaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

do i look short here?

passport photo.

our "emo band" photoshoot. wahahha.

he was running away from the bee i think.

my feeling2 pics.

emoooooooooooooooooooooo.

emoooooooooooo.HAHAHAHHAHHA.

we tried taking jump shots. so hyeah. there's tk menjadi shots of course.

we jump to fast and end up laughing like this.

i landed alrdy. -.-

HAHAHA. TK MENJADI.

HAHAHAHAH.EMOOOOOOOOOO SHITTTT.

rock on,"au2". -.-

check out my love handles!lol.

hello eyebags.

his msn DP for now!

my msn DP for now too!

cheese!

my bacin face.

ramadan feast at LJS
super kenyang!

We want to step using DSLR cam la kan..
but actually akira. hahahhahhahha.

K, left i edit. right basirah edit.
she edit until i become soooooooooooooo not human.
but, i want my skin colour to be like that..
she add colour to my eyes. cooooooooooooolll.

k, i'm finally done.
tmr school ar................................
omgd laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.......

2008-09-07T01:21:00.000+08:00

i really2 like this pic of us! :D
Just like how i really like my day with baby today!

Was awesome!!!
We took quite a number of pics today.
We camwhored like siao.
coz we got nothing better to do.

Flea market was packed with maids. =.=
i feel like shooting all of them.
a really hot weather. but at night was pouring.

Anyway, i'll most probably upload the pics tmr.
But i uploaded some in my friendster. so can check it out and leave good comments.
wahha. if not good comments right, don't comment la!

Baby break fast was the LJS ramadan feast.
Even i didn't fast, i ate tgt with him.
We are like the hungry ghost left on earth.

and W45M is not that bad after all..
only, E35M is the besttt!
I MISS EVERYONE THERE.

k, i'm very sleepyy...

& i miss baby alrdy!
XOXOXO

2008-09-05T23:36:00.002+08:00

I SERIOUSLY NEED TO APPLY FOR WIRELESS INTERNET CONNECTION!!

URGH!!!!!
I DIDN'T GET TO DO COMPLETE MY QUIZ AND HAVING A HARD TIME DOING RJ.

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

F.O

2008-09-05T10:38:00.002+08:00

Happy 18th birthday Hamizan.
Wish u all the best in ur o levels!
and also, in everything u do.
:)

2008-09-04T10:35:00.003+08:00

Look at how pretty she is compared to me! nyahhaha. my face so bacin.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALBANIAAAAAA.
Live ur life to the fullest babe! :D
stay gorgeous! ♥

2008-09-03T16:37:00.001+08:00

I'M DAMN HAPPY!!
BABY BREAK FASTING AT MY PLACE.
I DAMNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN MISS HIM!!

K. BYE.

2008-09-02T21:57:00.000+08:00

W45M.
i dun want! i want E35M!!

sch starts

2008-09-02T13:42:00.000+08:00

oh yeah, obviously i miss him like !%&%^*^
been blog hopping . everyone talks about fasting month.
We plan to cut down on our meet up. :(
sad uh.
couples should understand why we cut down meet ups. :(
nvmd. i am still looking forward on friday and sat with baby.

Surprisingly, i look forward for this month ,this year. :D
Normal stuff,lose weight,saving school allowance and meditating(prayers :D)

i really want to get rid of the love handles. so irritating.

yes, "ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!"

tmr start schooling. new class. it seems like i got banglas in my class.
ARGHHH!!
nvmd. persevere !self motivation!
ni adalah cubaan.

on the other hand, $$$$$ wahaha. everyday allowance is back.
:DDDDDDDD

I'm very sleepy now. The stupid contractor upgrading the lift and disturbing my sleep in the morning. arghhhh. when can i enjoy nice peaceful sleep?!!

2008-09-01T16:00:00.000+08:00

we made lasagna tgt at my place.

Then we were suppose to help his friend.

but then canceled coz we too late. XD

So we window shop. and wanted to eat. but then ppl like alot ar.

alot arrr! so angry. and hungry.

then we went topshop to get my stuff and thinking where to eat with very little ppl.

So, we decided to eat at the restaurant at the colours by the bay.

hyeahh. the food is alright.

the soup sucks. =.=

and, great place to hang out with baby!

We played scrabble while we eat.

and who won?

hehehe. ME! :D

kk, i, from 3.30 wan tot off comp. now 4 alrdy. byeeeeee.

sorry basirah, menyusahkan kau. haha.

i'm slow at blogging. haha.

gemmmmmmmmooookkkkkkkkkkkk. XDD

nic came over to meet mansur for while, hyah, he took our pic above. he suck uh. hoho.

i think he is really coolllllllll with his new hairdo.

2008-09-01T14:02:00.001+08:00

On friday, we decided to spent time tgt.
So, we went seoul garden( since, my plan with basirah was unsucessful)
We window shop and since i go some cash, i bought the stud sandals i wanted.
i wore it on the spot coz i was wearing slippers. :D

Not much pic taken.

If u spot my boncit.
Don't need to tell me.
I've been living with it like forever. :D

so, just enjoy.

Done with part 1. :D

wait. one more pic ! saw tong,shermin and mei qi. took a pic of them.
i really like shermin shades. awesomenessyawww!!
*i grab from tong blog.

2008-08-30T15:39:00.003+08:00

hello, i'm bored at home.

on sat.

hyeah, basirah cancel the date again.

and she met her good friend instead.

how sad?

DAMN SAD LA.

no la, she buy er mom stuff and met her friend unintentionally. thats the story.

nvmd.

perhaps next time.

i got pics to update ystd date with baby. :)

but later eh. lazy.

and and i got the studs sandal. damndamndmandmandmandmandmadm happyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

bye.

2008-08-28T17:22:00.002+08:00

hungry..lapar...

i'm waiting for baby to come over to eat my mom laksaaaaaaaaa tgt!!!

i can't wait to eat.. coz my mum lamer giler babi tk masak laksa ehh.

andandandmissingbaby! :DD

2008-08-28T01:06:00.000+08:00

i feel like updating all random stuff in my head now.

Few days left to enjoy before school reopens and urgh. i am not excited at all for school to start.
Okay, tmr i got work again. cutting papers and punching holes and cut ribbons. for $5/hr.
easy job uh. but i really damn lazy to wake up so early to go to town. =.=
hopefully tmr is my last day there.

my english oral convo is about science, university, promoting science to kids(i can't even bring myself to like that sub) more school shit. cheeeeebbbbyye.

Been wanting to spend the whole day with baby one of the day but didn't get to do so.
Now, the whether isn't good at all. keeps raining. :(
imissyou,imissyou,imissyou,imissyou. :(((((((((((

I don't know whether this friday to go back or not to go back to JVS.

hopefully gg out with basirah this sat!:D

& my sis painted the room white! woots.
the room look really bigg and bright.
i still considering to customise the room door or not.
Now, gonna wait for my mum to get us a queen size bed.
FYI, i've been sleeping at the living room couch.( i feel like a step daughter.HAHA. no la, the couch really nice to sleep. :D) but when my bro not in the house, his room is mine. wahahha.

&&&&&&, i want the studs sandal.grrr.

k, my brain is really down. i can't think properly.
i need my beauty sleep.

k,bye.

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k,serious,bye.

class

2008-08-26T22:54:00.001+08:00

I AM IN CLASS W45M!!!!

bye.

2008-08-26T00:36:00.000+08:00

my another love, cancel our date:(
I was really looking forward for our date at seoul garden being mak cik biba eating all long.
:(((((((((((((((((((((((
and i want to camwhore with her.
:(((((((((((((((((((((((

must be karma. i cancel it last week. this time her turn.
HAHAHA. abeh emo?

tlg eh, aku nk kluar ngan kau syg oi.

2008-08-25T00:40:00.001+08:00

I read baby's friendster profile and i just found out about his "About me" section which states;

"I love Awin Mawet very much. Nothing can change my love for her.
She's my everything.
Dont u dare get in our love life."

awwwww.. i love you so much can! :D

He must be really afraid that i would do the same thing as i did to my previous relationship.
seriously, u guys don't even wanna know.

Don't worry too much dear.
&baby, u're the only guy that can make me go tralalalalala.
:DDDDDD

lime flea.

2008-08-24T19:18:00.000+08:00

Lime flea was total screw up.
because the rain is a total turn off.
i don't think the shops there made much sales.
bought a few stuff, baby and i end up spending our money on food. XD

wanted to take more pics. but its raining heavily.
and also wanting to take pics with basirah coz its been a very long time that we had a recent pic.
babe, tues mesti on eh. kiter amek gmbr bnyk2.
:D

but at least, i had fun with baby. :D

now,
i'm really done with my sunday updates.

2008-08-24T19:10:00.000+08:00

And class chalet was awesome!
Lots of fooood. wahahaha. ilike.... :DD

But met baby for breakfast at 8am.
had double turkey bacon. kenyang giler.

muker budak gelojoh.

haven bathe face.

one night stand. HAHAHHA. not la. just sharing the pillow.

2008-08-24T18:10:00.001+08:00

Farah's(my cousin) party was alright. Feeling soooo YP.
What do u expect a 14 yr old girl party with all her friends. =.=
but was alright.
Theme was : Black or pink.

2008-08-22T13:00:00.001+08:00

I'm off getting ready to BLS for my oral 'O' levels.
wish me luck!!!
:/
i need alot of it!

2008-08-22T00:00:00.001+08:00

Happy 13th monthsary baby.
This month, we quarrel alot. alot of misunderstanding.
Maybe because of the number 13. HAHA. ok, lame.
Whatever it is, every month i would say this,
Thanks for putting up my shit over again.
I appreciate ur presence and sacrifices made all this while.

One day, i'll make it up to u.
Because, i know that i haven't been the best girlfriend.
I hope that u will not give up on our relationship and remember all our sweet memories together.(that's what u always said to me! )
And i'm really glad that u really have alot of patience in handling me.
And i thank god for this amazing person in my life.
I love you so much baby, i always do. :)

2008-08-19T23:36:00.002+08:00

hey, this week rather busy .

i've been updated those random post.
anyway,
just a recap what i've done and what i will be doing.
-sat,Farah party.
-sun,Pandan with parents and baby went there too and he saw me but he nvr say hi. :'(
-monday, met baby. spent some time tgt after 2 days not meeting. :(
-tuesday, class chalet.
-wed & thurs 2 days work at town.
-FRIDAY MY FREAKING ORAL EXAMINATION! AND MY 1YR AND 1 MTH ANNIVERSARY!
-sat, out with baby! :DD go lime flea market to support bestfriend and friends! lol.
korang2 pegi ehh! :DD support my bestfriend!

so far, that's all.

Alot of pics i wanna upload here but not today.
when i'm really free! and the connection is good.

gtg now, i have to wake up at 7 tmr! shit ass mthrfckr.

2008-08-18T00:12:00.000+08:00

$5415.00

146,722 People

61%

37%

6%
i'm so dead here.

i took some of shi hui quiz thingy. i only took the one i understand and interesting. :D

2008-08-17T23:27:00.001+08:00

**this thing have been modified.
1. The person who tagged you is
Nur Basirah Johan. Mak cik biba ku tersyg. :D

2. Your relationship with him/her is:
♥ my sex partner! HAHA. bestfriend!

3. 5 impressions you have of him/her:
♥ jambbuu
♥ sweet
♥ school freak.
♥ IT geek
♥ HORNY!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA.

4. The most memorable thing he/she has done for you:
♥ she hug me when i was working at fish and co. because we didn't meet long time!

5. The most memorable words he/she has said to you:
♥ giler.

6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will:
♥ i will go crazy! because i'm be out of my mind having her my lover.

7. If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be:
♥ ......-_-?

8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will:
♥ i will burnt her house. SIAO AR! SO WHAT IF SHE IS MY ENEMY? U CAN'T EXPECT ME TO CHOP HER INTO PIECES. idiot.

9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be:
♥ she have a bigger ass than mine? HAHAHHAHAHAHAHA.

10. The most desirable thing you want to do for him/her now is:
♥ i'm not sure leh.

11. Your overall impression of him/her is:
♥ gereks punya mak cik biba.

12. How do you think people around you will feel about you:
♥ hmmm. irritating? :D

13. The characteristic you love about yourself is:
♥ disgusting and horny. HAHAHAHHAHAHHA. i really don't know. :/

14. On the contrary, the characteristic you hate about yourself is:
♥ laziness.

15. The most ideal person you want to be is:
♥ I wanna be like megan fox! sexy eyes!hot body. i wanna turn on bby! :D

16. For people that care and like you, say something to them:
♥ awwwwww..... :DD

17. ~~Pass this on to 10 people you wish to know how they feel about you~~
1 will do! :D

MD. MANSUR BIN JENNY. :DDDDDDD(since u rarely update ur blog.i'll give u something to update about)

Who is no. 1 having a relationship with?
♫ ME!.

Is no. 1 a female or male?
♫ male.

What is no.1 studying about?
♫Hospitality and tourism management

When was the last time you had a chat with no.1?
♫just

What kind of music band does no. 1 like?
♫ backstreet boys. hahaha.

Does no. 1 have any siblings?
♫ Yea.

Will you woo no. 1?
♫ definitely. XD

What’s the surname of no. 1?
♫ JENNY

What’s the name of no. 1?
♫ mansur!

What’s the hobby of no.1?
♫ games? guitar-ing? eating?

Where is no.1 studying at?
♫ clemeti

Say something casual about no. 1.
♫ mansur, he got the turn on teeth! :D

Where does no. 1?
♫ Toh guan

What color does no. 1 like?
♫ green.

How did you get to know no. 1?
♫ my classmate for sec 1 & 2.

Does no. 1 have any pets?
♫ cat & fish? catfish. ahhaha. lame.-_-

Is no. 1 the sexiest person in the world?
♫ YES. THE DOT & TEETH MAKES IT SEXYYY.

2008-08-15T12:38:00.001+08:00

Ystd off to JB to shop.
mom was the driver and the banker for the day. XD
initially wanted to go facial at this particular shop
but then only open on weekends. -_-""

It was my first time that the car being spot check .
giler babi spot check. they dig into handbags which i nvr encounter that.
so scary. u know why so scary?
MY SIS BOUGHT A BOX OF BUBBLE GUMS
&HER FRIEND BOUGHT ABOUT 5 BOXES/PACKETS/BOTTLE(u name it)
Its been 3 years for her since her last visit to JB. lol.
so i guess that is all to make up all the 3 years. :D
Luckly the officers let us pass. *phew*
soo sway can?

mom.

my sis and her friend

this bitch. seriously, u guys don't want to know her.
she always wants to stick with mom.

mom and me! white and black. -_-"
Thanks dad for ur stupid genes.

bottoms at $1.25 each! lol.
we cheapskate can. :D

meet harpreet.

harpreet's! >.<

i got to get ready now!
meetin baby! :DD

2008-08-15T01:06:00.002+08:00

This post is specially for the jambu quraisha.
:)
my bushy, messy eyebrow.

after cut,wash and blow. HAHA. no la.

neat righhht.

:)

update more later!
connection sucks ! urgh!

church.

2008-08-13T23:22:00.001+08:00

a super random post.

try singing / rapping/idk church song by t-pain.
i so stressss i cannot follow!
urghhh.

eyebrows done! :))

2008-08-13T13:59:00.002+08:00

my neat eyebrow.

now,i need to shave my bushy messy eyebrow!!!:(
it feels like pubic hair on my face.
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